Chapter 116. I Will Live

Ciara’s POV

“Have you ever thought about taking your own life?” Well, that is exactly how I feel right now, my head is in turmoil, my whole body hurts so badly, I wish I could just take my own life and get it over with, the pain is just too unbearable, I just can’t take it anymore.

He promised not to hurt my family, but I was too stubborn to accept my new life, I was not a good submissive and I paid for my disobedience, well actually, my mom paid for my disobedience, she paid with her life and the worst part of it is that I couldn’t moan her like I wished to because it was unacceptable to him I can’t be seen looking weak or I’ll get pumped with that potion that makes me feel so unstable and dangerous, I’m never feel like myself whenever he makes me take that potion. I had to pretend like I don’t feel guilty for moms death. 

I had to do everything he asked of me, if I had done anything to piss him off again, I would have lost one of my sister, or maybe both of