Chapter 132

Camilla’s POV

I’ve cried so many times that I’ve lost count of the amount of tissues I’ve wasted. I blame Adrian for this, for this and every other bad thing he’s done but I never wanted to hold him responsible for.

I’m no longer making excuses for him, all that has happened to me up until this point is his fault, he did this to me, if he didn’t cheat on me or better yet, if he loved me half as much as I do him, I believe we would have made it work. We would be so happy together, and we’d have our baby but no, I never was good enough to love in the long run, I was simply a moment, one that wasn’t good enough to be with either.

But why, why didn’t he love me? I hoped he at least had some faith in my humanity but no, he couldn’t give me that either. I hate him, I hate myself and I hate the memories we created, nothing good ever lasted from our relationship. He accused me of killing his child, something I didn’t do but he believed so, and then, I finally did it.