Chapter 41. Disillusioned

KELLY

My heart is pounding, and the excitement I feel is almost painful.

Barry is between my legs exerting pressure. My whole body is trembling. I'm about to beg him to touch me, I want and need to feel him.

"Not today, Kelly" Automatically my body rubs harder against his.

"Why not? "I asked somewhat nervously.

Waking up abruptly isn't right. I still have the damn feeling of arousal in my body. It can't be that this was a dream, it felt so real.

Why do I feel this, why do I feel so needy for attention and pleasure? It's been six days since I've been in the hospital, and as strange as it seems I don't want Barry off me anymore, I love it when he makes me feel good and gives me attention. But tomorrow he will go to work and that will be the end of it. I don't want him to leave me alone, he's been so good that I've gotten used to him. In one pull he managed to throw away all my sheets, I'm too hot.

"I need you, Barry," I murmur slowly. He's not