Chapter 77. Decisions

KELLY

Since Janne, I had forgotten how horrible it feels to know that you are probably about to lose a person you love and adore and that as a result... you feel pressure in your chest and a huge pit that swallows everything in your stomach. That's how I feel now, with a hole in my stomach feeling that my life will be gone if he leaves me... if he really leaves me and not only will he go on vacation like me... but he will leave me alone and not only me, but the girls as well. He will leave us all alone and even though it's hard for me to accept it and deny it, I need him... I need Barry and I know he needs us.

I run down the long hallway that leads to the waiting room... the hallway seems so long and endless, it seems as if it can't come to an end. With tears in my eyes, I see a man standing there.... it must be Will.

Taking a deep breath, I prepare to speak. "Where is he?" I shout, demanding an answer from him.

William's eyes are now compassionate, from refl