Chapter 9

Hyun-suk's kisses continued eagerly, but my body was tense. First, the way he touches my waist, pulling me closer, causing his erection to slide between my buttocks, makes me feel both hot and afraid. So, in an internal struggle between stopping and continuing, I'm forced to break our mouths apart and look into his eyes as I confess:

“Hyun-Suk, I... I've never done any of this before. None of it, actually. Not even kisses... and... sex. We can't rush into this so quickly.”

“That's alright, I'm sorry.” he apologizes, looking at me closely again, shifting his hands to my face, holding both of my cheeks, caressing them. “I don't want to push you into anything.”

“It's okay.” I say, and, unsure, I move my hands, tracing his collarbone, until I touch the tip of his ear. I caress him too. “I don't know if I can do... you know? And I'm not sure if I can obey you like that, whatever way you're talking about. But... You