Chapter 115

Nadine 

I turn to face him, my body stiffens, and my mind races with thoughts of what he might say. I hope it's not something that will break my heart. I try to compose myself, thinking of Shawn's needs first. "Please, I'll need to take care of Shawn, then I'll be back," I say, trying to sound calm.

"Can I carry him in my arms?" he asks, with emotion in his voice.

"Yes," I reply, but as I try to hand Shawn over, he clings to me like a lifeline. I couldn't force him to let go.

"I'm sorry, I'll need to go now, but I'll be back," I tell him, trying to reassure him as I make my way to take care of Shawn. I can feel his gaze on me, but I know I need to prioritize Shawn's needs right now.

Part of me wants to turn back and confront whatever it is he wants to tell me.

I focus on Shawn's tiny hands wrapped tightly around my finger, his big brown eyes looking up at me. I take a deep breath and push aside my worries

As I care for