Chapter 51

LILY'S POV.

Going to Adler that night was a major mistake, the biggest blunder I'd ever made.

And if you think it was my morals biting me, accusing me of what a horrible human I was, taking advantage of his situation, then you're wrong.

Since that day, my whole body tingled and throbbed, and suddenly, I was more sensitive than usual, not to talk of dreams, dirty, slimy, hot dreams that had me sweating although the window was wide open.

Opening my books was much more challenging now, for in between scenes, I found myself drifting, lips parted and nearly emitting moans.

I wasn't about to make a habit of sneaking into his room, no damn way. Especially not in a time as serious as this one. But if he was to come to mine, would I turn him out? Did I have that much self-control?

Of course, I did. I had self-control, but then sex had been a duty expected of me, and I did it without my soul in it. But with him, I did feel my soul leaving my body, forgettin