Chapter 191

Camilla's POV:

Everything. This changes everything. Jon's words echo in my mind as we lie together in my bed. His heart beats steadily under my cheek where I’m resting on his broad chest.

This heart I thought cold and unfeeling toward me is now the most important part of who he is.

Jon wants me. I gave him my virginity, but he’s also stolen my heart. I hadn’t planned on that. I hadn’t planned on a lot of things, but mostly, I hadn’t planned on falling in love with the man I’m about to be married to.

His breaths are slow and deep, a sure sign he’s fallen asleep. Me though? I’m wide awake.

I can’t stop replaying his tender touches, his rough thrusts at the end, the guttural groan that came from him when he spilled his pleasure. My thighs clench at the memories, and I roll away from the man in my bed.

The clock on the bedside table reads four-fifteen. It’s not even dinnertime. Excitement grips my belly at the thought of still having the ent