Chapter 83

Esmeralda Pov

I didn't know how I was feeling, but I knew there was an immense sadness within me. I was attacked by a great feeling of regret and woe.

I felt guilty too.

For the things I had done, for each day my lips claimed Killian's own. I felt guilty for the feelings I possessed for him.

He was the father of the child and I, indeed I am a homewrecker. I was going to ruin the home of an unborn child.

Though I had never even thought of the possibility of Killian having a child with her. I had caught them having sex but I never thought he would be so careless as to get her pregnant.

I was stupid.

In hindsight, I couldn't believe I had caught them having sex, yet I kissed him that night.

I wanted to die.

I was such a fool. Killian never loved me. Killian never saw me as something more than a plaything, a child he could use to while away time.

I was disgusted at myself. I felt like a pile of shit, a carcass that should be