Chapter 65. Longing

"If you want to get away from me that much, just go to another country instead of here. I promise I will let you go. I promise I will give you time to think if that's what you want. I will never ever bother you as long as I know you and my daughter are safe," he said, seemingly hurt by everything he said.

I bit my lip to suppress the pain I was feeling but my eyes couldn't take it anymore. My tears started streaming down my face but I immediately wiped them away.

"I-I'm sorry..." My voice broke. The pain that stuck in my throat hurt even more.

"I-I'm sorry... I just don't know how to accept it without hurting myself. I don't know how I'm going to take it all to my heart. I don't know how I'm going to let myself mourn because of what happened to me and our baby then... then suddenly I will find out something about you... I-I don't know how to take it all, Hector. It's tearing me apart..." I blurted and burst into tears. I kept my hand covering my eyes because I didn'