Chapter 143

"No, this time I'm serious, I don't care if you want to hear it or not, I think I should say this. I still love you, probably always will. Don't interrupt my conversation, even though you don't want to hear it, just give me the opportunity to say what has been strange in my heart. I've never not loved you, Emma. For me, you are my protective wing, you are the one who is able to accept me as I am, you are the one who always forgives all my mistakes, I realize I am not good enough for you, not even worthy. 

All the behavior that I have done to you, cannot be tolerated and cannot be forgiven, it's just that my heart doesn't want to lose you. I can't stand it if I hear the news that you are close to another man, to be honest, I always find out about you, I look indifferent and don't care, but I always observe you from afar, whoever the woman who ever comes to my heart, I can't beat the feeling that I have for you, Emma. 

When I heard the news that you were in troub