Chapter 81

Spade POV

From a completely stone-hard and insensitive person, Robyn changed me. She changed me to be a good person. I felt whole again. I started to trust and reconnect with people other than my family. I started to feel. And it was all because of her. 

The ride to the hospital was a blur. Silence crackled, and it was deafening, ringing in my ears. There was a moment when I wished I had insisted on going with them. 

I had so many regrets in my life, but this one hurt the most. I felt like someone just stabbed me in the back and left the knife there that I couldn’t reach to pull out. It was unbearable.

All I could think about was her, the pain she had to endure, the pain that she didn’t deserve. How she entrusted her life to me, to us, and yet we failed to protect her. I could never forgive myself for tha