Chapter 44

If I had never been crazy before, now I am. But if I was at any point crazy, I think now I am going insane. If not madness, how can I be missing someone I know nothing about? Someone I mingled with for less than an hour, and now all I can think of is how to meet him again? I wanted to see him, but he vanished.

That day, I went back to my room with a smile on my face. I was jovial the whole day, just because of him. Just remembering his face, his smile, or his weird name, a smile automatically shows on my face. At night, I remained awake for the better part of it, thinking of my beauty god. When I woke up yesterday morning, his smile was still fresh in my mind.

His last words as he drove off that day were and still are like a song in my mind. He is so stuck in my mind. He said we would meet again—that too, sooner than I thought. My crazy self thought that maybe he thought I always went to the sea. Maybe he thought he would run into me there again. I did not want to crush