Chapter 64

"Haruto…” I mumbled, not knowing what to say. Was I shocked? Definitely. Was I repulsed? Not in the least. But I was also confused. What would I even say? My mind was totally blank and I didn’t want to talk in fear of saying something that will hurt him.

He sighed and released my hand which fell onto my lap. He ran his fingers through his hair, then cursed. “I’m sorry Aito. I’m sorry but… I can’t help what I am. I didn’t want to tell you this. I wanted to keep it myself forever, as long as I’m by your side, it was enough. But seeing you and Ryu growing closer everyday made me jealous. I know you guys aren’t together or anything but you paying him attention and hanging out with him made me uneasy. I couldn’t think straight and hiding this part of myself was killing me. I-I… I just had to tell you. Please don’t hate me Aito. Don’t hate me”

He said the last part in a dejected whisper and my heart broke. My best friend had to feel this way because of me. “I…I don’t hate you