Chapter 80

“I have self-control. I’m not a dog who has to bone everything that tries to give me an erection. I also haven’t cheated on you. I told you I wouldn’t be with another woman, and I meant it.” Simmering scowl, he is losing his cool even though he is trying. The voice raspier as he matches my more laboured breathing.

“I don’t believe you. It’s what you do. You cannot help yourself from being a complete prick. Is this why you don’t push me for sex… because you are getting it on tap anyway?… ANSWER ME!!”

I erupt. True psychotic scream at him, a release of so much pressure, and the tears burst forth.

“Jesus Christ.” Alexi glares at me furiously, finally snapping that mask in half at my sudden savage explosion.

“No, London. I am not pushing you for sex because you don’t want me to! I am trying to establish trust, and it’s obviously not working if this is anything to go by.”

“Why should I trust you? All you have ever done is use sex and women to hurt me, and no