Chapter 41

He sounds surprised to hear me tearful.

“No,” I lie. “My mom is in the hospital… an accident.” I can’t tell him that she’s let another abusive man nearly destroy her life and has left her half-dead; I can’t open that can of worms and confessions.

“Shit! Do you want me to come with you? I’ll call the airfield and get the jet ready.” He’s concerned, my sweet Jake. I want to run into his arms and let him hug me as he did in the hotel the morning we fought. What wouldn’t I give to have him here right now?

“No, I have to do this alone.” I want him to come with me so badly, but knowing what he would see, the questions he would ask are unbearable. I don’t want him to know that part of my past. Ever!

“If you’re sure, dolcezza? I’ll call the airfield, and Jefferson will pick you up to take you to the airport. Just pack, okay?” He’s reserved about it and doesn’t push.

“Thank you.” I know I sound strange, even to myself. I wonder how I sound to him. I hope it’s mo