Chapter 146

My body was so drained—even my mind. I just saw myself at the bar and drowning myself in alcohol. After 28 years of existence, this is my first time drinking alcohol.

I don’t know how I will feel now. I traded our friendship for my relationship with Jaxsen, knowing I was the only one with feelings.

I moaned when I felt a heavy thing in my stomach. I slowly opened my eyes to see what it was because it was so hard. I don’t share a bed with anyone.

When I successfully opened my eyes, I felt my whole world shaken.

Me and a guy who I don’t know in tangled sheets. I confirmed to myself, seeing that I had nothing on and the clothes I wore yesterday were on the floor. There is also menswear.

I felt depressed when I saw the red liquid on the duvet. I lost myself…

I lost it to a man I don’t know.

I stared at the man’s back for a few minutes. His shoulders were broad, and his skin was fair to light. Apart from his body and skin color, I see this in him