Chapter 363. My Wolf Left Me

Apphia POV

The following days, I was in a deep state of depression. I feel profound sadness and misery. My heart hurt so much to remember what I’d forgotten. I lock myself in the bathroom daily, scrubbing every part Rory touched. Nonetheless, I never feel clean. My own body disgusts me because of it.

I can’t eat or sleep properly; I wake up every night screaming because of the nightmares. A constant ache in my chest never seems to ease up. I don’t utter a word to Lily or Doctor White, even after the safety they offer me. Lily goes out of her way to make me happy by shopping with me online or putting on comedy movies. However, nothing seems to brighten my day.

The only thing I do is write in my journal or notebook Lily bought for me. Writing helps keep my mind busy, and I have used it as an escape since childhood. My mother was a children’s book author, so I took my love for writing from her.

I spend my mid morning in the shower after a session with my