Chapter 51. The Trial and Error

Kaila’s POV

Everything that was happening was all my mistakes. I knew I could not blame Alicia if she brought me there. It wasn’t her mistake, for it was me who could not decide where to start, and that was why Alicia brought me there to kill those boys. It wasn’t Alicia, not the curse, not my fate, but me. It was me who must be blamed. I became a serial killer who didn’t show any sympathy for those boys.

Maybe it was because I hated myself too much. I didn’t notice I had already killed the boy in front of me. I didn’t notice that I stroked his head many times, causing a very big crack on it. His brain had exploded like a volcano, which could not endure the lava erupting.

Though it was difficult to endure squeamish things like blood, I would simply regard everything as a trial, one that would strengthen me for future ordeals. It seemed that my whole life was a trial itself, and there was nothing enjoyable. It was only full of sadness, and there were a few good mome