Chapter 94

So it begins.

My journey to redeeming myself from my first heartbreak. I have decided if I want to do this, then it means I would have to fully embody who I once was.

I know it’s crazy because time passes and we change, but I don’t want to change. I want to be the same personwasere before I collided with Robert Jones.

I want to forget him totally, but something tells me that that is just a wish that would unlikely come to pass.

Considering that I am carrying his baby, he is going to be a part of my life whether I want him to or not.

I thought deeply about just going tolow-keykey clinic and getting rid of the baby, but I don’t want to honestly.

That’s the crazy thing. Although I am scared to be a mother and I hate that I do happen to be pregnant for a guy who cheated on me, I want to keep it.

This is a gift, a miracle. I was infertile for as long as I can remember, and here I am, pregnant. This is so precious.

But I am still not going to tell