Chapter 20

James

My head feels very heavy this morning. I’m lying in bed, struggling to find the will to get up right now. This week has been a lot to handle. As heavy as my head feels, my heart feels just as empty. I have an exam later this afternoon, so it gives me enough time to catch some sleep since I barely got any last night, but I can’t seem to close my eyes without Kate coming to my mind. She still doesn’t pick up or return my calls and messages. I got through to her mom on the phone once, and her extremely cold response was a warning that she doesn’t want me to call again. If only it was that easy to give up right now.

I also haven’t spoken to Sarah since I confronted her the other day. She had called once, and I ignored it. I think she needs some time to let everything I had said that day sink in. Everything sucks right now though. Sarah should be the one comforting me right now. She should be the one advising me on what to do about Kate and not the one I’m fighting agai