Chapter 194

Those two have formed what Ryker, Bishop, Caelum, and I had built the moment we met and it comes just as effortlessly. It's pure, my fiance will have to find her way into their already assembled controlled traumatic child friend group. Sometimes I wonder if Emelia guides her in the light of a Knight's lady but I dare not ask. Caelum has been training her in that light since she was young, it shows in her demeanor.  

Speaking of Caelum, he's been the biggest party pooper tonight, only to call me upstairs to my office so we can talk. I've loitered enough downstairs before slipping away unnoticed. Caelum is leaned against my desk when I walk in, with a blunt between his fingers and I don't miss the dust of co***ne on the desk beside him. Surely he's going through it, whatever it is, it's heavy. I haven't seen him like this since our initiation into the knighthood. He calmed a little when he met Aurora, but soon as she was gone, he was back at it. I wonder if that's the