Chapter 18. Visits

BARRY

"What's wrong, Gabriela? " I ask her, full of annoyance and with great tiredness on top of me.

"Nothing is wrong, but you know what is? " I shake my head in denial, I don't know what she means, and I don't think I care. "I spend all my time crying, thinking about you, but you, you forget me with that damned bitch you have for a wife, I know she is angry, I understand her use of those words, but I don't like to hear them."

"Listen, Gabriela, I'm sick of all this, "I whisper tiredly" I'm sick of the decisions I've made in my fucking life, I'm sick of everything, of me, of Kelly, of you. " Gabriela throws me a look full of resentment, but I don't do anything or get upset, I just keep talking" She is my wife, maybe I don't love her, but at least I should give her place" I use a subtle tone of voice, I don't want her to think I'm scolding her, because she is not to blame for anything that happens. "Yes, she was and is my secretary, but now she