Chapter 62. My Wife

BARRY

If Kelly loves me, why didn't she just tell me the truth? One kiss or two, three or twenty, what's the difference? Just the truth and I think just like that, this wouldn't hurt as it hurts now. I feel bad, but I feel worse knowing that maybe Kelly could have loved Rease. Love goes beyond just kissing and that scares me, what if Kelly after that kiss didn't love me in the same way? What if she only came back to me because she is pregnant and not because she loves me? There are so many possibilities that if I think of one more, I could die of ul fucking collapse.

The only thing that fills me with doubt right now is how I should feel about this, I don't know whether to be grateful to Juliet or hate her for making me look at Kelly as a phony. It all happened so fast and I became enraptured at the possibility that Rease and Kelly could still be lovers behind my back...what a pain I feel when I think about it and I deserve it. I also don't know why this revelation on her