Chapter 64. J and J

KELLY

I ache all over, and I feel tired and sleepy, but there's something that keeps me wide awake and that's thanks to my two new reasons for living. I watch little pink hands move in the distance "Sh, sh" my mother says softly "I look at those two little balls of flesh, one is held by my mother and the other by my father.

Just knowing that they are here now, with me and their father, fills me with an indescribable illusion... it feels so good to know that it's all over and that I am with them now. How did the thought of not loving them ever cross my mind? Jania and Janne are now the best things in my life. They are so beautiful, little and blonde, just like Barry and me..... My two girls, I never thought I would have two girls... I had gotten used to the idea that it could be two boys or maybe a girl and a boy, but I am so happy to have them.

We didn't have anything planned, it was so unexpected that Barry and I spent all day yesterday deciding what their names w