Chapter 63. Feeling Him

Adeline's POV

I laid sprawled on the bed, my fingers idly tracing the soft fabric of the sheets as my mind refused to rest. No matter how much I tried to distract myself, no matter how many deep breaths I took, I couldn’t escape him.

Luciano.

His name alone sent a shiver down my spine, and the mere thought of him had me body betraying me.

I had needs and I wanted him. I hated that how much of an effect he had on me. My mind was occupied by him and my body... craved him and it messed me.

I could see him so clearly in my mind—those piercing blue eyes that always seemed to look straight through me, the sharp cut of his jaw, the way his muscles flexed beneath his crisp shirts, his powerful presence that both terrified and consumed me.

I had spent so long fighting for his love, so long yearning for even the smallest sliver of his affection. And now, even after everything that had happened, even after all the lies and betrayals,... I still w