Chapter 9

JULIA

"You're right. I didn't love all the people who fucked me today, but I wasn't surrendering myself for the first time to any of them. I wasn't a virgin, and I wasn't being fucked for the first time. I'd been with both men and women before and experienced all of it at one time or another, exclusively with my loved ones first, not a bunch of strangers.

"I really liked the boy to took my virginity and I spent ten years fucking only my husband and loving only him before I began my slavery and learning who I am. What I did today was not necessarily what I would have chosen for myself. I enjoyed it. I always enjoy sex because of who I am, but I did it because I love my Master. He wanted me to do it, and so I did, submitting my will to his. It was an act of love on his part to give it to me and an act of love on mine to accept it. The rest was just fucking. Until you've experienced all the things I've done, you wouldn'