Chapter 80

"I decided to accept Tommy's proposal. When I told Lyon, I actually wanted to invite Lyon to run away and go far from the city, but it was impossible because Lyon's children were still very small at that time, we couldn't possibly leave them, they also needed love from a father. But, I also couldn't possibly cancel all of that with Tommy, Tommy and my parents had already met and decided on the right date for us to get married. Having no other choice, I finally separated from Lyon and lived a married life with Tommy.

In the first few months of marriage, maybe up to a year, I felt happy to be married to Tommy, I was able to let go of Lyon in my mind. However, all of that just happened from second year until now. I always remember Lyon and can't get rid of all those thoughts. Lyon's shadow always comes and is present in my life. I felt increasingly tormented, I started to ignore Tommy. In fact, I was always out traveling every day, I started joining social gathering gangs, it wa