Chapter 60

Ginger

I've always found it difficult to accept my feelings for other people. I don't think I'm capable of recognizing what I feel or what I'm thinking. I always have to have everything planned in a perfect order, and that may affect my relationships with people or how I see myself in their eyes.

"Why is it that I don't believe you? I know you like him, you don't have to try to hide it, I'll feel worse if you just pretend you don't like Daniel."

"I'm not pretending, no one is talking about pretending, in fact, you should know that I wouldn't play with something like that."

"Eyes don't lie, Ginger."

"And what have my eyes told you?" I ask, as if I didn't know that I have always looked at Daniel in a different way, especially after losing my virginity to him. I think that has been my main mistake, getting emotionally and physically involved with Mr. Moore from moment one. Maybe if I hadn't, I wouldn't be going through all this now.