Chapter 57

Losing a child is like losing your life, too. I felt like I also died, even if I'm alive. Why is this happening in my life? I just love, but why do I keep hurting?

I wept as I knelt at my son's grave.

"My son..."

"Lara, you can handle all this too." Mylene hugged me back while comforting me.

"Why my child?" I didn't ask myself that question.

"God has a reason."

"Then, what is his reason?" I shouted.

I can't stop myself from asking him. Why? Why did he even take my son? What is his reason?

"Lara, we're here for you. Please be strong. You can also pass all these tests. we're just here to accompany you." I didn't speak and just stared at my son's grave.

Then Lucifer and Fiona's faces flashed in my mind. I gritted my teeth.

"Are they happy now? Are they happy that I'm like this? I'm hurting too much. Are they happy that my child is gone?"

"Lara–"

"I'll pay them." I clenched my fist.

"I will make sure that the