Chapter 44. Extremity of His Love

The next day, Rayan went to Isra's home after his work, mentally preparing himself to confess his true feelings and break ways.

"Is.. she home?" He asked. "She is in her room," Zain told him. Rayan nodded and went to her room. He knocked and entered. She was sitting on the bed, hugging her knees, and sat up straight when he came, giving him a tender feeble smile he failed to notice, looking up at him when he came. He gave her a lily, "I.. grew this for you." He said. She hummed and took the lily. "It's pretty." She mumbled.

Rayan looked down nervously and put the divorce papers on the side, bending on the ground, looking up at her, perplexing her by his demeanor.

"Isra... I know I have become depraved at one point, driven crazy by love but believe me, I was powerless before my feelings.” He began to speak sorrowfully.

“It's not that I wanted to do this but my body moved on its own. I tried so hard to become selfless in love, to pretend it was okay to get hurt and ne