Chapter 235. What Ifs

Chantel Raven

He is not only ensuring that I do not see Lexcis, but also that I am not reminded of him. It's harsh and hurtful. I'd be better off not knowing.

There's just a small amount of light in here, provided by a candle that will undoubtedly burn out at any moment.

I am left alone in a soundproof chamber with little light and no humans. Only my mind. I do not believe I can make it through this.

"I can't do it," I began murmuring to myself. "The doctor will soon arrive. They will be here." I repeat those phrases like a mantra or a prayer.

My eyes are closed as I try to focus on anything other than the voices in my head.

"Everything and everyone you touch will perish. Or you make them wish they were dead."

"She isn't unlovable after all."

"You're just as wicked as all the creatures you promise to protect me against!"

"None of this is true. It