Chapter 593. Honest Man

Mera Righly

It's too weird to explain but I'll try it anyway.

"It feels like I'm cheating. On both of them. I'm cheating on Kaan with Zave and I'm cheating on Zave with Kaan. Does that make sense? I know it doesn't but it's exactly how I feel."

Chantel nods, "I get what you mean. You never got to end things with Kaan and with Zave it doesn't even feel like you've begun yet, does it?"

"I wish I could know how he feels. Like really feels and not just what he says. He never says what he truly feels. More like what he is thinking about at the moment."

"Do you think there's a difference between what he says and feels?"

I shake my head, "No, he's too honest. I- maybe I'm too impatient. Maybe I'm used to the constant affirmation. To the I love you's."

Kaan used to tell me every single day. If he didn't say it he'd for su