Chapter 45

Xavier's POV 

I looked at my mate's body in my arms today. We both lost our virginity to each other. Finally she is mine! I just hope I didn't hurt her much or be rough with her. I tried my best to make her feel pleasure, without being too harsh on her.

Today was the first time, I touched the woman I loved after being a virgin for almost 700 years. I never ever felt any kind of sexual urge for any woman in my life. Not even for Vera. I was in love with her but never felt sexual attraction towards her. Even though wolves have a high sexual drive but still controlled. Adolphus used to have problems but he never ever thought to cheat on our mate before meeting Vera or finding Avaleene. 

Maybe the potion was for only feeling love not physical attraction and I'm glad that I never had that for her. It would be a disaster if I had slept with her or even had any kind of intimacy with her. Heck I never even touched that witch in any kind of sexua