Chapter 38. Flirtation

For me, dreaming of a complete and happy family such a situation is difficult. I can see my father in another family, even my mother has her own relationship. It hurts.

I don’t know why I see a different expression on papa. There is no joy and happiness but pure longing. I’m not blind, so I can’t see and feel it.

I’m wondering if, is he happy with his new family? Then why he looks so miserable?

I’m glad mama is happy but I wish papa was like that. I hope he’s just happy because there are things now that can’t be undone. It’s all too late.

Mama and Alejandro were quiet when we returned home. But both are okay. There seems to be no confrontation earlier at the Restaurant.

Feeling tired, I went into my room. I took a half bath and changed into a white dress. I want to sleep comfortably. When I lay down, I think about some things.

I remember the first night something happened to us and he made love to me twice in a long time.

Me, with spread thi