Chapter 123. Impressed

Terrence’s POV

Fuck! Fuck it! I want her to realize that she needs to make it up to me. I want her to feel that she needs me too and I need her, but why does seeing her so down after that simple conversation hurts me?

I couldn’t move. I’m standing in front of the kitchen counter, staring at the ingredients she chopped. She’s still the high-maintenance woman I loved. She still can’t cook. Can’t even chop ingredients properly. The thought of it makes me happy. She’s just so cute and perfect in my eyes. She’s glowing and every time I look at her, she’s blinding me with her beauty.

I’m still so fucking hopelessly in love but I’m restraining my own feelings because I want her to need me. I want her to realize that I can be hard on her too. That I can resist her because I’m so afraid that if she realized I loved her too much, she’ll leave again and come back whenever she wants.

I was left twice by the two women I promised forever. Anne hurt me so bad before