Chapter 11

Ivan’s POV

Everyone thought we were happy. That the two of us have a strong bond. That no matter what the problem is, we will not be overwhelmed. But no, they were wrong. And I know in myself that I am to blame for why we were like this today. No, I’m stupid. I sent in my anger. But was there a destination? Nothing right? I was too stubborn. I became numb to everything that was happening to us.

Right, she deserved all my pain because she ruined my life. If she hadn’t come into my life, Lara and I might be happily together now. But now there was a question in my mind. Was everything I did with her right? Am I right to hurt him? Was it right for me to make her daily life miserable?

Now, I accept that. If I hadn’t made a mistake, then all this wouldn’t have happened. But I don’t regret having a child because I believe God blesses those like my son, Ice. I’m confused, and I have a doubt. I cannot understand myself. Ever since he said he prefers me over his friends, my