Chapter 131

I feel Dean tense against me.

“What’s wrong?” I ask, turning in his arms to face his beautiful face.

“Does that mean you won’t be my sub anymore?” He asks hesitantly.

I smile, “my submission is about us as a couple- not about you handling things. I don’t think I’d want you to give that part of you up,” I admit with bright red cheeks, embarrassed of admitting how I feel, “I don’t want you to.”

I feel as Dean’s frame relaxes, and a soft sweet kiss is placed on my forehead, “thank fuck.”

I’m starting to feel safer, more relaxed in everyday life, he is getting the emotional support and cognitive therapy he needs for his childhood, Ricky is locked up, and I am finally comfortable with my life; I love my job, where I am career wise… but one thing needs to change. Soon.

“Dean… I wanted to broach something.” I hesitate as we lay there under the warm covers the next morning after a hot passionate session.

“What’s that?” He asks, running his lips over my col