Chapter 134

(Lizzie POV)

Dean has been really scarce at home these days. He hardly calls, stays, or make love to me. I am getting so confused about his situation and he's making me worried to death. 

I don't get much of a time with him as I get with Holden. Holden doesn't even seem to care. But I am rest assured that both of them are in good terms. The older kids have been put on the boarding house in their schools while the younger ones are still with us, either doing their assignments or watching cartoons when they are on holidays.

It's almost 12 midnight and Dean is not home yet...his phone has been ringing for heaven knows how long and he's not picking up. This is how he keeps ignoring his calls when he knows he will be staying out long. His excuses are always, "Sorry babe, I was in a situation that required I put my phone in a silent mode" and he never explains further than that.

Could he be seeing someone else?

Could he be cheating on me?

I guess I