Chapter 62

MELISSA

With him, everything is intense, and I wonder what it will be like when I'm a fully experienced submissive in this world of BDSM. I try to find some kind of fear inside me, but I can't find that feeling either.

I know that the smartest decision would be to get away from Jacob completely and act as if he never existed in my life, but I can't do it anymore. I can no longer fight this desire that only seems to grow more and more inside me. I open my eyes and look at Jacob's face, seeing a relaxed expression on his face right now.

I don't want to get hurt again after all this. Be strong, Melissa. I don't know how long Jacob and I lay in that bed, but I felt comfortable, and when I opened my eyes, I saw that I was almost asleep in Jacob's arms.

"It's too late, I have to go back, Jacob," I say, rubbing my eyes and sitting up in bed, seeing that he's doing the same thing as me.

Now it's morning, and I'm sitting on the sofa while my best friend stares a