Chapter 42

Matthews Dunlop

I sighed.

My heart and my mind seemed not to be working together. When the heart says no, my mind says otherwise, leaving me to decide who to go with or not. Now it was time for school, there I was lying flat on the bed in my room. I lost all strength thinking I was still going to meet Elena and Clara in school today.

Elena wasn't a problem. She was aware I didn't want to talk to her at the moment when it came to my knowledge that she kissed someone else. Someone I could have never gotten insecure of. Deep down I was hurt. It looked like she moved on so fast and never regarded me as her buddy anymore or maybe I took the message wrongly.

Clara came into the picture when I called her in my vulnerable state. It was something I never thought of doing. My mind went blank in class after Elena got honest with me but I couldn't take it. It wasn't even closing time before I left for home after school hours. My appetite was lost and my head felt like it