Chapter 52

Helen woke up the next morning still fully clothed in yesterday's clothes. She had collapsed on the bed crying immediately when she got home the day before from Tommy's place. She cried herself to sleep and still stayed in bed when she opened her eyes hours later. 

Helen didn't get out of bed until the night fell and she fell asleep again, except the times she had to use the toilet. She was just so happy that she was alone in the house. Jane traveled home for the weekend.  

She sat up in bed and leaned her back against the headboard and started torturing herself all over again by replaying everything that happened the day before in Tommy's house in her head. 

"Why did I go to his house in the first place? Did I really allow him to make out with me and actually made me come?"

She felt embarrassed all over again, thinking about it. To start with, she wasn't sex-starved, only she's been having sex with someone she didn't love. 

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