Chapter 38. I Don't Want to Do This

A laugh escaped his lips and it was enough to calm her messed up nerves.

He was in a light mood..

"That was a lie, wasn't it?"

She started to shake her head in a negative but ended up nodding, "please, I'm sorry,"

He smiled looking at her, "Even I loved too, someone. Who died,"

"Died?" she asked with surprise.

"Yes. I loved her when I didn't know the meaning of love. I loved her so much that she still lives in my heart. I don't think anyone could take her place,"

"Not even me?" she abruptly said.

He laughed. "Possessive eh?"

Red crept up on her cheeks, "I-I d-don't know," she entwined her fingers, feeling uneasy for some reason.

He held the nape of her neck and brought her closer to him.

Staring straight in her wide set eyes, he tucked her hair behind her ear, "you can. Something tells me you already are. Dilam Baryat Tang Shud,"

(Your absence constricts my heart)

He moved closer. Their