Chapter 8

AXEL

When I was a kid, I used to admire the carnivals from afar in a hope that maybe someday I'll also be able to go inside like other children of my age. It seemed different kind of world to me where bright lights and laughter fascinated me but then I grew up not even once getting a chance to experience that kind of life.

And now, I'm here. I'm not enjoying it. If I be honest, I'm enjoying Ayla's company more than this shitty piece of rides and fireworks. They are too fucking bright for my liking.

Maybe if I lived different kind of life, I would've enjoyed it too. If I had friends, girlfriend or stable family for that matter then I'd have visited here and probably it would have been me to ask Ayla to accompany me to the carnival. But world's not same for everybody and for someone like me it was already buried six feet under the ground even before I was mature enough to realise it.

The sound of her cell phone's ringtone snapped me back to the reality. I fixed