Chapter 177. I Have to Kill You

Ivanna Pov's 

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"Christian, leave me alone. I'm not in a state to talk, "I said, breathing heavily. I'm on the edge of a panic attack. He shook his head negatively and held my hand then pulled me closer to him, holding my hand.

"You can't run away from conversation" He groaned. I closed my eyes, not able to think rationally.

"Please leave me alone… Please" I begged and pushed him away before turning my face to the other side. I don't want him to see I'm having a panic attack and get worried.

“Please” I pleaded.

"Fine" He grunted and left the room angrily, smashing the door loudly. I fall on the ground breathing heavily, unable to keep my composure. After a long time, I had a panic attack, and it was worse than before.

"No… Please… Please don't touch me" I yelled, remembering how he pushed me on the bed.

"Please let me go… Please" I closed my eyes and curled like a ball, afraid he would undress me.

"Ivanna" My eyes widened when some