Chapter 146. Concern and Love

I stood in that dark alley for I don't know how long crying and almost cursing my life. I've never been a bad person, I've never had to hurt anyone to go through that. I didn't know my dead parents, or maybe they abandoned me because of the way Jeanne looked away every time she had to talk about it. I think the second option is more valid.

Even my parents did not want me and while I still managed to have someone who loves me, Jeanne, I had to bring her worries. I made her life so miserable that she couldn't enjoy the joys of life because of me. I lived on her hook for so long like a parasite preventing her from being happy, I even told myself that she ran away with me so that my parents would not abandon me. It was surely that I would be the one my parents wanted to throw out, but Jeanne did not want to and she was also thrown out. It's all my fault and as if that wasn't enough I had to cling to another person. Michael.

He was so nice to me that I couldn't help but fall