Chapter 121

Zoey’s POV

19. Hot Sex With Her Crush

As the universe would have it, days went by so slowly that I found my life going round and round in an unending circle.

Weeks after Jake and I had the hottest sex I had fantasized about for years, I seemed to have gotten a new addictive routine of going from home to college, then to the academic library, then back home.

Honestly, maybe it was because I was new to all this, but I couldn't stop thinking about him and how good he made me feel, even if I still think he's a total jackass for blowing me off that night.

I barely see him nowadays, and I hadn't bothered to ask Mrs. Gray about him, let alone stop by to ask after him.

I didn't have the courage.

No, that was the wrong choice of words.

I was sure he didn't have the courage to face me, and I… I still had some pride left in me.

And that was enough for me to stay in my lane instead of getting rejected by him a