Chapter 152

What is he saying now? What's with the riddles? Can't he just say things straight? And mere sex? That is what it has been to him—mere sex? If heartbreak were a person, this idiot right here would be the ideal example! Same with dumbness! Does he think I came all the way here just to get a fuck? Honestly? He has not realized it, or he just wants to play dumb. "Deep? I.." He shuts me up by placing a finger on my lips.

"I can't force you to feel something that you can't, or you simply don't want to feel, or maybe you just can't admit it. You have all the time in the world to think about it. If ever you want something more than this, I will be here waiting. I will wait for as long as I can." He says, tearing the remaining pieces of my heart.

Damn you, Deep, for not seeing through these debilitated eyes that you are looking at how much I truly love you! I hate you for thinking that I want just mere sex with you. This is how you think of me. This lance you used to