Chapter 89

Okay, I have to play nice here in order not to get myself into a hot soup. I don't need a beating tonight. "He...is... nothing. Him and I are nothing." That hurts like I am hoping for the vice versa.

My heart is starting to play tricks with me. The way I am missing this man, the way my heart jumps with joy at the mere mention of his name, oh men! Take it slow, my heart. Deep isn't ready yet. Yet? Yes, until he is sure his girlfriend won't return. Would I wish for her return? Double no! But why? Because I am... hopeful? That's my stupid heart speaking.

“You slept with him.” This monster speaks, summoning my attention.

Oh, so what if I did? Isn’t he screwing my real sister? I wish I did that. I wish I had given myself to Deep.

"I am here, right? There is no way he would pass through the mighty Ejay to come take me from here or be with me here, right?" I ask. If he knew what we had in store for him, huh? Not even his vast gates will be able to prevent us or his