Chapter 30

I knew I was saying trash. I was spewing nonsense faster than I could think but I couldn't help it. I felt angry, jealous and betrayed.

"Is this why you asked me to help him that night?" I asked. "So you could win his love and he'll let you fuck him?"

He grabbed me by the collar of my shirt and yanked me close. The package I held fell to the floor. He held up his fist in a threatening manner.

"One more word like that and I won't hesitate to punch you"

I let out a bitter laugh. "You'll hit me for him?"

So I wasn't worth much in Ryu eyes. I'm nothing. The fag was more important.

"What were you doing with Sara then? You accuse me of using people and hurting them but you're doing the exact same thing! You used her...and me" I whispered the last part.

"If hurting you is what it takes to protect a friend then I'll do it" Ryu stated. "And I never used Sara . We went on one date. That's it". His voice went low. "I never used you too. You're the one